You Brainwashed Me To Hate Myself (16x20 original)

Growing up, I always felt like the church taught me to despise myself because I was guilty & bad for merely existing. There was never anything I could do right and everything wrong with me was my fault. They told me if I prayed & believed enough that God would heal me from the pain of my sexual trauma, but when that healing never came during countless church services, they always turned it back around and blamed me for my lack of healing- telling me there was something wrong within me blocking my healing. They'd tell me I didn't believe enough, convincing me that my continued suffering was somehow my own fault. As a result, I spent years not liking myself.